I've waited

And the clock strikes midnight...
Pretending asleep, two mobile phones and a bedside alarm clock, all reminded me of this day.

How are you?
I've waited months for this day.
I am hoping so much that I might be able to talk to you.
I have mustered all my courage and guts to reach you, but...
I know some things have changed, but not me,
Not the way you are to me, never...