Thursday, May 08, 2008

Missing...patience

Whether I have no time sitting in front of a computer or I choose to have no time for it, that I couldn't really figure out...
For the past two weeks, I need to calm myself... Yep! to calm... I think that would be more appropriate word to describe what I'm feeling, rather than to isolate or to sulk or to fret... geeezzz! I've been scanning all the self-help and inspirational books I have to read something about patience... patience and patience...and of course, patience...
I'm getting impatient on some things... and along comes frustrations... If I'm still at the peek of the heat, there's nothing to write, to emphasize other than negative thoughts, ill feelings and pessimism. Huh!
Whether to focus on what I have or to keep looking for better opportunities, the pressure is at high. I can't focus on what is now while my mind is at tomorrow. I can't concentrate on my duties now while I sneak time for something else. It's hard, really! And the fact that what I have now seem to be pushing my limits, sucking my patience, and testng my inner peace...
And the only resort I have found is to make the distance between my knees and the floor zero. It is in prayer I found solace...

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