Wednesday, September 23, 2009

What could be?

What could be more painful than a relationship sinking into the deep? As I tried and still trying hard, very hard to figure things out, if why, how, what and the rest of the q's, in search of answers, I couldn't find.
What could be an easier escape route to take if this relationship is near its dead end? As I gasp for a little hope that it'll not be over that pretty soon.
What could be more hurtful than being least on your list? As I keep on understanding the situation, I just couldn't anymore.

I love you, I have loved you... and still loving you...
but allow me to love myself again...