Stuck on You

I was literally stuck at home yesterday. I was supposed to go back to Bataan for my duty the following day but my parents insisted I should stay home since the whole night it was raining... true enough, it was already past 10 in the morning and the water in the road just outside our gate started to rise... Yeah! My mother, came from a church meeting and just to get home, she had to swim chest dip water in the main road. She was shivering and dripping wet. Electricity was cut at around 2pm. Thanks to some friends who kept my cellphone busy checking on me. Neighbors houses were flooded waist deep. We were lucky enough that our house is on a higher elevation.
Today, I called the office at 6 in the morning for an Emergency Leave, the water is still knee high and still no electricity. But the sun peeped around 8am and the electricity came back. After lunch, I started my trip back to Bataan
And now I'm writing this safe back here. Thank God!
Hanep ka Ondoy!
Anyways, lets just sing...

Stuck on You
Lionel Richie

Stuck on you
Ive got this feeling down
Deep in my soul
That I just cant lose
Guess, I'm on my way

Needed a friend
And the way I feel now I guess
Ill be with you till the end
Guess I'm on my way
Mighty glad you stayed

I'm stuck on you
Been a fool too long I guess
Its time for me to come on home
Guess I'm on my way

So hard to see
That a woman like you could wait
Around for a man like me
Guess I'm on my way
Mighty glad you stayed

Oh, I'm leaving on that midnight train
And I know just where I'm going
I've packed up my troubles
And I've thrown them all away
Because this time little darlin
I'm coming home to stay

I'm stuck on you
Ive got this feeling down
Deep in my soul
That I just cant lose
Guess, I'm on my way

Needed a friend
And the way I feel now I guess
I'll be with you till the end
Guess I'm on my way
I'm mighty glad you stayed

What could be?

What could be more painful than a relationship sinking into the deep? As I tried and still trying hard, very hard to figure things out, if why, how, what and the rest of the q's, in search of answers, I couldn't find.
What could be an easier escape route to take if this relationship is near its dead end? As I gasp for a little hope that it'll not be over that pretty soon.
What could be more hurtful than being least on your list? As I keep on understanding the situation, I just couldn't anymore.

I love you, I have loved you... and still loving you...
but allow me to love myself again...

Love

Love

by Anna Gillis

You said the words I love you, But it is obvious things have changed. I said the words I love you, And my feelings are still the same. You said I'll love you forever, But forever wasn't long enough. I said I'll love you always, And I'll mean it forever. But I can not imply to you What that means, 'Cause your version of Forever Isn't what it seems, And my version of Always Seems like an unrealistic dream.

In between dead thoughts and you...

The chimney in my head is starting give off smoke. I was staring on the computer for quite sometime that I didn't notice my housemate was already asleep. Just few minutes passed, we we're chatting over funny comments on photos and status' lines in our FB accounts. I was actually waiting for a good chat on-line with someone, obviously.

How hard it is to hold on to something you know that is starting to vanish?
And day by day, you try so hard to still keep holding on into the thinning line...

And I am afraid... I won't be able to hold on further...

Just can't...

What things on your mind you've been wanting to say, but just can't?
Why you just can't?

Yeah, true, some things are meant to be hidden in our thoughts alone and eventually be forgotten!
For the benefit of all!!!

Crap!!!

Migraine

This song just resounds in my mind today...
Just so...
Reality bites and it sucks big time!

Exciting...

What excites you nowadays?
I mean things that motivates you to keep on striving...
things that drives you to go further...
things that pulls you to step forward...
things that makes you smile even on a bad hair day...
things that inspires you to persevere more...

or someone?
someone who motivates you to keep on striving...
someone who drives you to go further...
someone who pulls you to step forward...
someone who makes you smile even on a bad hair day...
someone who inspires you to persevere more...

Aha! now you're thinking...
of the things
or better
of someone...