If you were a raindrop

No Words

When there are no words to describe what I feel,
And all I wanted is just to sit right next to you...
And perhaps, you hold my hand and whisper to me
...Don't worry, everything's gonna be alright.

never say goodbye

Wake up, Sleeping Beauty!

It's time...
to wake up...
from this
deep slumber...

I Fall All Over Again

When a friend posted a part of this song on her status on FB, comments flocked, including mine. Obviously, people in one way or another could relate to the song, in one way or another experienced the note that love hurts.
Yes, we've all been there and done that. We fall all over again on a blinded hope until realization of facing the truth comes... as time can only dictate when.

As I sing the song with all of my heart, I'll forever be thankful for that one colorful part of my life...

I Fall All Over Again
Dan Hill

I can't believe we met like this
Is it just coincidence
I had a feeling I'd be seeing you again
Your every bit as beautiful as the last time we met
When you told me, you were leaving, and going back to him
How I wish that I could tell you, it's all in the past
But I was never good at lying, and baby since you asked

I don't want to hear that song again from the night we first met
I don't want to hear you whispering, things I'd rather forget
I don't want to look into your eyes, cause you know what happens next
We'll be making love and then
I fall all over again.

I can't begin to tell you, just how sorry I am
That the man you built your dreams around, just broke your heart again
I think I know the feeling
Cause I once loved you so much
That I swore I'd rather die than live a day without your touch
If I held you in my arms you know, I'd never let you go
But this ain't the time or place to get emotional

I don't want to hear that song again, from the night we first met
I don't want to hear you whispering, things I'd rather forget
I don't want to look into your eyes, cause you know what happens next
We'll be making love and then
I'd fall all over again

I was crying when you kissed me
Than you walked out that door, Ohhh
You were always such a mystery
I still dream we're making love
Then I stop myself because

I don't want to hear that song again, from the night we first met
I don't want to hear you whispering, things I'd rather forget
I don't want to look into your eyes cause you know what happens next
We'll be making love and then
I'd fall all over again

I fall all over again

Halalan 2010

alas-dos ng madaling araw galing ng Bataan lumuwas na ko pauwi sa min para bumoto. alas-sinko na sa amin na ko, naabutan ko ng gising si mama dahil volunteer sya sa eleksyon.
sino ba ang hindi excited na bumoto kanina sa bagong sistema - 100% turn-around from manual counting to automation nationwide?
alas-diyes ng umaga na ko bumoto. ang haba ng pila, mainit, siksikan, buti na lang kasama ko si papa ko, di ko na kelangan pumila dahil senior citizen sya at damay ako sa pagpapauna sa kanila. hehehe!
nakakakaba markahan ng itim ang mga maliliit na oval shapes, pero pinaka-nakakakaba ang pagpasok ng balota sa PCOS machine, baka iluwa at hindi na tanggapin. hanggang lumabas ang Congratulations your vote has been registered
maswerte ang lugar namin at walang ganung aberya na nangyari at isang mapayapang eleksyon ang naganap.
kung di ka bumoto wala kang karapatan magreklamo!

time-out na muna ang mga entries na emoticons... we're making a new history here!
let's hope and pray for a better Philippines!

even just...

i looked at you,
a happy face,
a warm smile,
a gentle aura.

it made me
happy and sad,
excited and anxious,
it brought me
joy and pain,
peace and confusion,
love and hurt.

I know
it won't be long,
but for now,
allow me
to be just me,
to be someone
in your life
maybe a friend?
a good friend?
a best friend?
or just someone
who'll always be
beside you,
be there for you
no matter what...

i know
time will come
that i have
to let go,
leave,
and
move away...
and
I'm afraid
when that time comes
that I have to tell you
I need to go...
for I know
as much as
I want to hear from you
the words,
Please stay...
I won't hear it
or will I?

in your eyes
I'd like to stay...
even just for a while...

1202102019

Labor Day

It's Labor Day today, but since holidays in the country are movable (?!), falling on saturday, it was moved on monday, (yeah! another long weekend!). Heck! I don't mind whatever day it would fall nor celebrated. I'm just... argh...not ok!
I'm tired! my right leg (with the burn) damn aches, it stings everytime I walk, and the whole leg muscle is red, obviously swolen.
I have to exchange work area the other night, since field work will aggravate my leg condition. But for some reason, I just have to keep my patience else, the pain I feel will just blow up, (I chose to keep quiet and not argue anymore, ending the conversation, did my work and help another).
And so, today, I opted to take my work area, bearing the pain.
I'm not complaining, I'm just tired and tired.
I was somehow expecting a mere, how are you? text... (somehow it would make me feel better, knowing the person cares) but the silence is just as understood as it is. Expect nothing, my dear!
Well, I guess, that is what it should be... what it should be...!

Scar

The scar you get, either leaves a permanent mark or completely gone. How can you tell if the scar has totally healed? A scar from childhood playfulness? a scar from an accident? a scar from the past?
As I look on my 5day old motor burn, it saddens me, I'm 30 and regeneration of skin is obviously slower. It frustrates me not to be able to wear shorts, skirts, dresses on going out for quite sometime.
But on a deeper note, I asked myself, are the scars in my life, the hurts from love, the pains, the failures completely healed, forgotten, got over with or still haunting?
My life's greatest lessons are learned from these deep-pitted and shallow scars. And yes! I had my fair share on battling over these challenges.
Time heal all wounds... I believe, but for how long? I guess, it's a matter of faith and love to live a happy life!

Burn

how long will it take to heal such wound?
weeks? months? years?
or never?
will it leave a deep scar?
or be completely unnoticed?
will the pain be tolerable?
or be unbearable?
as it heals...
will it remembered?
or forgotten?
that time can only tell...
but for now,
let it burn...
let it pain...
let it feel...
it's the only way,
to learning
and healing...
in time...
move on...

Hundred Minus One

Spell...

Sleeping Beauty

Sleeping Beauty is Princess Aurora

And I am Sleeping Beauty for the past two days...

...

I'm always around...

Home

too many sleepless nights
still, I know I can bear more
two hours of straight sleep
is already a bliss

in our busiest everyday
i am hoping that we'll still
find peace and home
in each others' arms...





Lyrics

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isang dosena para dumaldal

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drama, emote, iyak,
reklamo, galit, inis
walang katuturan o
malalim na kahulugan

isang ma-boteng-mahabang usapan
para matapos na ang lahat!

tara! mag-ice cream na lang TAYO!

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Na ikaw ang dahilan ng ngiti at luha ko...

Case No. 17: The Hardest Thing

The Hardest Thing
98 degrees
We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And baby it's killin' me, it's killin' you
Both of us tryin' to be strong
I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
Someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back

She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my heart's not free
We're not meant to be

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you
I know that we'll meet again
Fate has a place and time
So you can get on with your life
I've got to be cruel to be kind
Like Dr. Zhivago
All my love I'll be sending
And you will never know
'Cause there can be no happy ending

[Chorus]

Maybe another time, another day
As much as I want to, I can't stay
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

*** just caught up in my own thoughts...***

Dakak, Dapitan City, Zamboanga del Norte

My sweeeet vacation with my Loveko last February 1-4. Discovering what Dipolog City, Dapitan City and Dakak beach resort has to offer.

Our first theme park visit together at Fantasyland in Dapitan City.

For privacy and supreme relaxation, I'll recommend this trip.